HEY LOVES OF MY LIFE!
How are YOUR lives?
Well I just now, or 30 min ago...started using Wii Fit. xD Yes, I gave it to the craze. But it really works. It's fun too...and I can do yoga without going to a class and embarrassing myself. I like things like this though...you can focus on whatever muscle you want and just work on it for a while. :) Get my legs in shape again! :)
Im excited for that. But Im really upset with my mother. She had this choice a while ago to be with Dave, my stepdad or Cash her friend. She obviously picked Dave. But now he is calling her (Cash) and they will flirt and giggle for hours and Dave just sits there trying to occupy himself. I understand she needs to have friends, but it's bordering. Clearly. She talks to him about everything, as if he is her second husband. Seriously. It's sick and every time I hear it I get so grossed out. How can she think it is innocent? I've kept it quiet for a long time, but today was the limit.
Today we were texting, my mother and I, and she was talking earlier about how Dave never tries to show her he loves her. No little gifts, no romantic nights, no candle lit dinners....and how she wanted him to do something for Vday for her. Well...today she decided to talk about how she thought it was so cute that Cash wanted her to go back to the states. Clearly meaning he wanted her to come with him...and she was picturing it in her head, obviously. I found it disgusting. Mostly because she did the same thing to my dad and I knew it was only a matter of time before she did it to Dave. I felt it coming, she cant handle being with someone when things go wrong. If hard times come about, she wants to run. She wants something perfect, which will never be there. She just needs to accept it...and Im so sick thinking she would ditch another guy just because he's not the perfect soap opera guy. I know I shouldnt really be talking about this, but I need to get it off my chest.
It's gross.
She needs to stand up and be an adult, not a little teenager. Reliving her teen and 20s that she never got to experience without kids. That time has past, and she needs to accept it. Im sorry...she can do things. Party, have friends, drink...whatever. Just know that you have a husband and a family and you cant just frolic off with any guy that gives you attention.
Did I mention I love Brad? He's so cute. :) I found a couple pictures of him as a kid. SO adorable! I asked him if he thought he was a cute kid, and he disagreed full heartedly. He was though, so cute. So adorable. AND! I saw him...this make me almost cry. He was wearing a tux, with the biggest smile on his face, at a wedding, WITH A CALLILILLY! That is my favorite flower! And the one I'd totally have at my wedding....it was cute! He had the biggest smile....I was so giggly. He felt really embarrassed though when he saw me looking at it. He hated it cus when he took his jacket off, he looked Amish. :P So cute though..
Gonna drink tomorrow night...hopefully. :) Should be fun. ;)
PS...I like stretching. I forgot how much I did like it. :) I really miss TaeKwondo now.... Ugh! :(
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