Tuesday, February 23, 2010

No ones here.

I hate you. I hate you for everything you do.
I hate you for everything you've done.

You can never say the right thing.
You can never do the right thing.
You're full of things I dispise.
You disgust me.
When I see you, I wish I hadnt.

I wish we never met.
I hate how you smile.
I hate how you smell.
I regret everything you've done.
Repulse.
I hate you.

Why cant you change?
Why cant you be what I want?
What happened?
What went wrong when you were conceived?
Why do I hate you?
Why do I hate your everything?

I hate you.
I wish you lived up to their standards.
I wish you could make him love you.
I wish you would make a difference to someone.
I wish you mattered.

I hate how your hair fall around your face.
I hate how you cant get what you crave.
I hate how you cant get him.
I hate when he turns on you, and you feel it's your fault.

Stand up for yourself.
Be a woman. Please.
I wish you didnt love him.
I wish you couldnt love him.

Why.
Why does everything he says make your heart beat?
Why is he the reason you wake up?
Why does he matter?

I hate that he matters.
I hate that you care.
I hate how no matter what, you cant let go of him.
I hate you.
It's not a fairytale.
Grow up.
He doesnt love you.

Please.
Grow up.

I hate you.

2 comments:

  1. You seem like such an angry individual.

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  2. Not really. 90% of the time I'm pretty happy. :)

    It all depends on your surrounding growing up as to how you react and deal with things... mine was a bit dramatic and tense. So, that's how I get sometimes.

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