Romulous

Alright! Blog number three....I'm on a roll!

Today was pretty okay, except my back hurt like crazy! :( I dont think it's the bed at all...I think it is that Im sharing a single with my boyfriend...who doesnt like to "share" his space. :P I guess it's that way for both of us though. I like to spread out, and so does he. Which, doesn't help when you are sharing with another person. It's very cute to wake up beside him though. :) You know how people say when others sleep they look like angels? Well, I tell you what, this guy does. He looks so sweet, innocent, and perfect. I dont know, this feeling is the best I've ever felt. To actually have this much love in my heart for a single person...it makes me feel so wonderful. I love love. I love loving him. I love the looks he gives me and I love how he cant leave the room without telling me he loves me and giving me a kiss. :) I have to say, this is a very good first relationship for me. I really thought relationships were like they make them out to be in the movies....and the tv shows. But honestly, if you believe that, your relationships will fail. That isnt how men really are, and it is horrible to make women actually believe there will be perfect mr. charming waiting for them out there. Yes, there are nice guys, but compared to tv they don't measure up! It's horrible. My guy, is actually a very nice boyfriend. But, compared to tv and movies, he's a jackass. You have to forget the fairytale world, and focus on real men. Im tired of believing something that was just made from the mind of a woman. Granted, I would love a guy like that, but I know if I really got it....I would just want Brad back.

So I was watching Seinfeld today...yeah I know. I really dont like the show either, but today it was interesting. They were talking about communism. And the way they discribe it, I would have to consider myself one. :/ They were talking about how we shouldnt support the companies who force children to make their products and were being called communist. Why would I want to support something that is only corrupting our world? It's horrible. I was talking with Maddie today about something similar. We are both really for changing the world, and I really am happy she is my roomie. She wants to change the world, and I want to save it. :) Anyways, we were talking about how they are finally starting to use bamboo for shirts and clothing and even hairspray. It is remarkable the technology we are being able to use now, it's amazing. How a single bamboo can grow on so little water, but yet the cotton is draining our water supplies. Im sure in minor use cotton would not have, but it is the demand that makes it such a bad thing. Just like with the paper and forrestry. Cutting down trees isnt a horrible thing, it's just when there is such a grossly high demand for paper that it gets out of hand. We need the industry to help our economy survive, but it is getting out of hand. When entire animal species go endangered due to it, you know you have a problem. I really do wish I had the opportunities my friend Harle had. She is making such a difference. She has been interviewed about what she has been able to do, three times. :/ News and radio. So jealous.

I really wish I could make a difference though. I wish I meant something to someone.