Sitting on the couch, all spread out and relaxed. Cute boyfriend all snuggled in bed eating the casserole I made last night. :) He said he really liked it. Made me feel really special when Madison had it last night. She said it was so amazing. Made me feel very good.
So I was reading a certain someone's blog and it made me think very deeply about love. Brad and I had a bit of an argument last night. Not great. Pretty much what it intaled was him saying he couldnt get his flight for the 11th, so he joked that he would have to stay till New Years. I'm sure I mentioned that. Well...he just got the ticket for the 11th. :/ I was very, very upset. Im not sure exactly how it went down, but I was mad and he was mad that I was upset, so I told him to fuck off and turned my phone off. This was at 9. The next time I talked to him was 1 am. I actually sat in the rain for an hour with my friend just to clear my head. I dont think Ive ever felt to crappy about myself. He cant wait to leave, and that also means leaving me. My mom tried to convince me that it wasnt me he wanted to leave, and so did Rosie. It didnt work so well, as in I didnt believe it. Until he came home to see me after work. He came home right after work, without chilling at Chev, which he usually does. It ended up being rather emotional...and him admitting that he felt I was too good for him. Which after everything we talked about all I could say to his comment was:
"Maybe I'm not too good for you, maybe I'm just what you need."
We are good now, but he is still leaving. He said he wants to stay with me though and visit me from Ontario. He even mentioned breifly that he wanted me to come with him, the only problem was I didnt know if I was going to school or moving to Washington. I love him. He's leaving to work. Adios!
xoxox
Ah! he just started to massage my foot...Im in love. <3
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Glad everything is all better hunnie <3.
ReplyDeleteLast night was quite the night, to be honest. xD
haha, and who's this certain someone's blog, eh? =P lol
Cut my eyeball! =D I really should write more blogs, but I don't. ^^ you should comment mine more often! ^.^ hehe xoxoxo love youuuu.
(ps. Told you he cares. that was sweet of him to come home right after work.) love ya girlie. xoox
-Rockstar.
ps. Clayton asked me to hangout after school tomorrow. EEK!
Im glad things are better also.<3
ReplyDeleteYeah, it was so random! Yeah. :) Harle was writing about love and how it's over used and such. Made me think.
I really should! And yes, you really should. :) Im trying to do it every day. I miss writing so much....I miss writing class like crazy!!
(Yeah, he does care. :) He said he was coming right home tonight to see me also. I wuv him. <3 <3 <3 )
EEEK! What you guys going to do???