Somethings, which might suprise you....

Hey there! Finally time for a second post. I am not exactly sure what to say...but I guess I will start. :)

So, recently, my boyfriend and I had our six months together. It was pretty cute. I tried to do cute things, and take him out. When in all reality, we would have both rather just stayed home and watched a movie while ordering food. I really feel stupid for thinking I had to spend money and go out to make the day special, when just being with him makes it special. He moved in with me Sunday. That made me very happy. :) This way I don't feel like I have to nag him to see him, instead I just go home. :) If he isn't there, he will be by the end of the night. It's nice, and I really enjoy it. I get to wake up seeing the most amazing guy, and fall asleep snuggled close to him. Very romantic if I do say so myself. Who needs gifts when I get his smile and him whispering in my ear how much he loves me.

My car is acting up, and it's pissing me off. I changed the oil, oil filter, trans fluid, and such and it still runs funny. It actually seems to run worse! I will run and it seems to jerk and feels like the engine is about to stop. I am going to take it to my dad or my friends, but I'm not sure how worth fixing it is. Last time I worked on it with my boyfriend we both agreed it wasn't worth working on more. If it dies, just get a new one. I mean, if I keep this up, I am going to end up spending hundreds of dollars into a car I only bought for 700 dollars. Not so cool.

Lots of fun things seem to be happening. :) My friend John asked me to help him make a video for one of his songs. He has a CD from when he lived in Africa, and it's very good. I am rather excited. I might use that to apply for Ryerson. I dont know if that is how you spell the college's name, but I tried. :) Of course, I am not just applying there, I am going to apply everywhere I can think of. I dont want to close off any options I could have to learn and grow in the field. I'm very excited, but I am also very worried. I dont actually have enough confidence in my "talent" for the field that I will get far at all. I guess that is what university is for. :)

Moving out has been very up and down. It has been...20 days since I moved out. I would have to say it was better than the very first day I moved out. Haha! Room mate coming in at 2 am with friends being loud as hell when I had to work at 9 the next morning. No fun there. I seem to be late a lot however, compared to living at home. Which frustrates me. I know the reason is only that I am sleeping with my boyfriend. He is just too comfy to wake up so early and leave. Ugh! Speaking of work! I am so frustrated with that shit hole! I work at a fast food restaurant, but it's not entirely bad. I stay for the people. I have to say, however, it is so similar to a soap opera. There is so much drama going around that small building, it drives me crazy. The drama and rumors started there almost broke my boyfriend and I up twice. No fun. A few people in particular irritate me. Also, newer people are getting promoted at a rapid speed, while the employees who have been there longer and know more are being forgotten. I know for certain someone who should be promoted, but hasn't even been noticed. She does so much work and contributes so much, but isn't recognized. Instead, a stupid little girl who is just 15 and started not even two months ago is promoted. Apparently she is always working, which is a load of shit! She stands around texting or talking to her friends at work. The only reason all the managers think she works so hard, is because she is conveniently working on something when they come around. Very annoying. I know for certain when I started I was actually cleaning and working constantly, with or without a manager around. It really frustrates me when I know people are working, but have nothing to work on when managers are around. LAME! Really annoying. The head of the restaurant pisses me off the most however. She will demand everyone have at least one close or open in their schedule a week, but she never will. She refuses, but we have to. And! Even when she is working, she is sitting in the office or just standing around complaining. I have no idea how she got that far in life, she can't even spell. She asks me how to spell the simplest words. I know, I am not the best speller, but she saddens me.

Enough of that. I am very excited for November 10th!! That is when I am going back down to the USA to see my family. :) I miss them a lot, and it has been over a year since I saw them last. My grandma has Alzheimer, and it scares me to death that she wont remember me. :( She is pretty much my mother, and it would kill me if she didn't. I am also very excited to see my bestest friend in the entire world! I haven't seen her since June 2008! :( We text a lot and call...but that's never the same as hanging with your best friend driving around for no reason. :) It will be great! You have no idea, it will be awesome. I'm just really upset that my boyfriend is leaving for Ontario on October 11th... :( That will be a sad Thanksgiving. Well...now I'm a little upset and am going to go home. Bye mother! LOL!

xo