The bears might eat you, and make you dead.

I am pretty much in love with Owl City. It's so cute, smooth, and flowing as if the wind slipping between evergreen fingers. The lyrics wrap me in serenity. It fits my mood as of late. I have become much more mellow, much more peaceful. I enjoy angry music, loud music, fast music. But right now I just want to float atop a gently flowing beat. Since that night, I just like sitting and breathing in life. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy getting out and doing things, I'm not lazy. But just relaxing and letting my brain sort out life is beautiful. Maybe it's because Im tired of stress, maybe it's because of my stoner friend's influences, or maybe I just am lazy...but I enjoy it. Just brings a smile to my face.

So, as most of you know, Brad paid for my phone bill, and now I can text and call to my whits delight. I find him to be incredibly sweet. As much as I hate how he left, and how I stayed, it is for the best. I can see him in February, but this has made us even closer. We have realized how much each other means to the other. He's so perfect for me...and we make a pretty decent pair. Like I explained to him on the phone today;
I understand him. I calm him and can untie the tangles of his head and heart. I help him understand things. He didnt really have a Dad, or someone to explain how to deal with his emotions or thoughts. He is helping me understand myself, and he calms me. He makes me happy so much...and I've grown a lot because of him. I adore him. Dad, if you're actually reading this stuff, he's awesome. He's pretty much everything I need and please don't dislike him. :3

Im pretty sure Canada was made for me though. I love how much they are into the arts. Yeah, sports in some places, but they really like to mix cultures and it's great. I love mixing cultures, it's grand. And they do it a whole lot here. So, not only do I get sophisticated in that manner, but I get art! :D Music! Plays! Painting! Sculpting! Its like a magical little land just for me. <3 style="font-style: italic;">never been to the east, and I cant wait. I was the kid who went 15 min to my moms house for a vacation... never left the state. Now I get to. I am going to travel and explore and learn it all! I want to make movies for people to learn, it's so amazing; our world. I cant wait to see every little piece of it...really! I'm so excited. :D

Yeah so, it's pretty cool. Im rather tired though, which is good. I wanna get my sleeping schedule in order, it should be good. Changing my work availability to mornings and afternoons, not evenings. I want to spend all the time I can with my family before I move. Heck yes! <3

Peace.