Feelin like Pdiddy.

:) Second day.
First day feeling like the hours are sorta right... :) It's 11, but it feels like 9 or 10...but that's way closer than BC time, right? :) I think so.
So it was Brad's first day back to work since I arrived. :) It was really super cute. :) We woke up at what seemed 4 am. D: It was 7.

Okay so that was a while ago, but I will recap. We woke up at 7, holy early! Got all dressed and ready and drove him to work after dropping Connor off at Day care. :) He's cute, Connor I mean. He can say my name now and gives me kisses before he goes to bed. :) It's cute. Anyways! Side tracked! Brandie drove, his sister, and it was pretty weird. The one intersection had more in it than Sidney does in the whole town... and Barrie is supposed to be a small town. :/ Lets put this in perspective. The left side of this intersection has;
Tim hortons, Gas station, Mcdonalds, Chapters/starbucks, pier one, harveys, bank, swiss..whatever. The right side of the intersection is a mall... and this is the "small" side of Barrie.
Ugh. I'm vury happy. :D Allie likes city. Side tracked!
Okay so we went and dropped Brad off at work...but we walked in and he had a big smile on his face and held my hand and kept kissing me. It was so puppy love. ^^ And everyone that worked there, and I am not exaggerating. Everyone. At one point or another came up and introduced themselves with a "you must be allie"
Ive never been in a situation like that! The whole "we've heard so much about you!"
But I did this time. :) He was so happy and when I came in two days ago (after walking an hour to get there..) everyone was peaking about at me and waving. It was cute. Felt like a mini McDonald's celeb. haha! How lame is that?
Yes well. It happened. And it made me happy. The day I walked to see him he took his break right when I got in. :P He asked for it, how cute is that?? Anyways, we went home and proceeded with life.

Im getting along pretty well with his sister and brother in law, which I was very worried about doing. I love cooking and I keep the place clean when they're at work so they like it. :) Brad was upset the other day...he felt bad that I was doing more and that they liked me a lot and everyone was ignoring him. Poor baby. :( I comforted him, I'm good at that. :)
Oh! Brad bought a ...I think it's 32 LCD tv... which caused a big argument between us. I dont care about getting gifts..and thats what everyone seems to think it's about. No. It's not. It's the fact that you didnt think enough to go and do it. The thought. The desire. I want to buy you things, make you things, and make you happy all the time. Everything I see that I want, I think first, would it work for us both? And if it doesnt, I usualy dont get it. But with him it's kinda...him. He buys on impulse on if he wants it, he gets it. I was actually mad at him.
I think this would have to be our second biggest fight. First, led to the 20 min break up. This one, I was 20 seconds away from breaking up with him. I know what I do is because I love him, and he says he loves me but doesnt act the way I do, which makes me wonder if he does or doesnt. I dont know. He is a interesting character. I real project. He's been through so much shit in his day, and that does explain the selfishness at times. I just need to explain to him that it's okay now. Im here and you dont need to keep fighting for yourself, I'm fighting for you also. It's okay.
Just need to find out how to put it to him.
Haha. Now I see why they're "basshunters" haha. My stereo is thumping xD I feel it down in my muscles...awesome!
Continuing on. That night I didnt talk to him. Okay. So.
You understand
about how the tv itself wasn't the issue? K, it kinda was. We're saving for a car...and it's 700$. He spends 500$ on a tv...with his gift cards it was cheaper, but still. 70% of the car money you just spent buddy... but whatever.
When he was setting it up he was talking about how it was his and I mentioned it was ours and if I could use it. He said something about how it was his cus he bought it and yea....yeah. Got me upset. I ...donno. I left and didn't talk to him the rest of the night. And when it was time to sleep I wouldn't let him touch me and I left the room after about 30 min and went down stairs. I kinda wanted him to follow me and ask me what was wrong, but no. He didn't. 2 hours I waited. Curled up on the couch, hurting my knee.
I returned but only because of my knee.
Then I roll over, and you know how if you roll you sorta wake up?
Yeah. I did that and when I was about to fall asleep again he asked me what was wrong. Sneaky bastard. I dont know exactly what I said, but he told me I was really quiet and cute about it. He came home from work that day with some presents from Pier one for me...he knows I love it there. >< Jerk face.
Oh! I got these super awesome scents and stuff from there and mixed and matched oils it smells so good in my room. You have no idea. And! I have a basket now full of candles, oils, and everything else. xD My smells basket. :) I got soy candles..way better than wax! They're so smooth...oooo yeah.. :)
Haha, side tracked with Boten anna.... haha. The Swedish are a great people. :)
Haven't been to Toronto yet. But soon. :D
Wow. I hit the x and closed the page...but it saved it all! YAY!

So happy about that. I have a goal now though. Annoy the neighbors as much as possible! :D Go me! hahaa....yeah. They dared me to, Dave and Brad. While I'm home, crank the stereo and see how long till people say something. :)
Coming to my aid? Basshunters. Huzzah! thump. thump. thump. :) Take that snobby neighbors! I wish I had my candy still. :( It was fun making it with Jori.
Sigh.
Btw, Candy= bracelets.

But you knew that. :)
Oh. And after our little fight, Brad held me hand all night after he got home, and helped me with stuff. And! Held me all night. ^^ Best sleep I ever had, btw.
Our bedroom is totally a mini living room. xD Couch, bed, chair, tv, computer...pretty cool. :) Jealous? Probably not...most people's rooms are like that now...
Mine never was. Computers were never ever allowed in my room. Tv, only in Kendra's so she could pass out faster and sleep longer for school. Instead of 4 or 5 hours without it. Yeah, bad use and stuff...but she cant get a full 8 hours without it.
I really miss Kendra. :(
Little gucky. I wanna buy her something and mail it to her. :D :D What should I get her?
Book?
Coloring book?
Stickers?
Opinions!


da ta da ta da ta...! ^^ When she says hi to me butterflies go right through me.
Just found a song called raindrops... so far it's pretty good. :)
Makes me want to sway. Now dance. :)
I like dancing. I miss dancing. Stupid knee.
K well. I dont know what else to say. Havent found a new place but we might all be moving into one. A house with a basement suite. Brad and I would get the bottom, Dave, Brandie, Connor, and soon twins will have the upper level. Ah! His sister is pregnant with twins and my best friend is pregnant! AH!
Did I mention that?!?! OMFG.
My best friend in the world, is pregnant by her stupid druggy ex boyfriend! D:
The amazing guy she's with now still wants to be with her and help her. What a guy. :) What a sweet heart. Im happy he got her, Im happy Rachel introduced them. She's going to need so much help. She's in college and now pregnant. Oh, God, I hope everything goes okay for her. I am going to see her in a few months, and I hope everything is still going to be okay. Oh my god. Im so scared and happy for her. Squeee!

Im
gonna
be
an
Aunty!
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D