finding repose in new ways

So. Today was pretty crazy. Got to stand out in -7 (....which Dave described as feeling like -27) weather to wait 40 minutes for the bus. Yay me! I just wanted to go to Tim Hortons for apple cider... little did I know I would feel like dying on the way back. D:
It really...sucked. Then, when I got home the key wouldnt open the door and the garage wouldn't open either. D: Lame sauce to the max! But I got in, and went right to the shower to bake myself. I was so scared though. I pretty much cried at the bus stop because of the cold. The wind was so fast it was stabbing at my legs. My fingers didn't have little blankets of glove to console and caress them, but luckily I found a pair hidden deep in my bag. They were grateful. My legs however, only had jeans and those didnt keep them safe. The wind was slapping me and it really wouldnt give up, relentless. I waited 40 minutes in that...I wanted to give up and pass out in the snow and freeze. Ugh. But right when I was about to give up, I saw the lights through the smoggy snow. :) Joy. But yeah, a really bad day. SO! What I was getting to. I got into the shower and at first my legs and fingers were red, but they turned purple. This made me cry more, I was very scared for my limbs. I really didnt want anything to happen to them. I remembered when I was in Washington, that time I walked with my brother. When I returned, after an hour, my legs had purple dots on them that wouldnt go away for 4 days. Freaked me right out.
But all was better once I got dressed and huddled up in bed for 10 minutes.

Brandie came home early today, was a slow day at her work. So we watched 500 Days of Summer. I get the title now. :) not summer, but the girls name was summer. It was a very good movie, but we'll get into that in my new blog! :D
Gonna research my field, while I have the time.
I also realized how much I deeply want to get back into photography. I love it, and there is so much I want to photograph. There is so much beauty out there going unnoticed. I loved being able to make a single moment capturing all the things taken advantage of fit into a single picture. Words, emotions, memories all can flow in a single glance of a solitary picture. It's great.
You can sum a persons entire existence in one picture. It's mind boggling. I love it.
I miss it. I'm going to do it again. :)

Who knows, I may be able to actually sell them. :D That could bring more money for a place! Yay! Or! Ooo...college fund! :)

I have nothing else to really say.
Brad's being cute. :) Cuddly. Affectionate. I like it.
I like him. Shhh...don't tell anyone! I want to ask him out and surprise him. ;)